Do This Do That

Lately it seems like I'm running in a dozen different directions, trying to do too many things at once and not doing any of them very well. I've always been the sort to fixate on a single activity and putting everything into it, but I'm trying to learn balance these days. Trying being the key word there.

Tomorrow is gym day. I have a personal trainer (again) but he's an expensive ho so I can only see him once a week. The rest of the week I'm supposed to work out on my own, and as I live an hour from the gym that means doing it at home. It also means I will never do any ab work and I'll use a jammed finger as an excuse to not do any squats. Still, this seems to be what my attention wants to home in on and I haven't had natchos since July so, yay me.

Saturday I have a cowboy fast draw meet, my first to compete at, and I'm totally not ready. Having hell with the single action. Either I get the hammer down and miss the trigger, or I get the trigger pulled but didn't have the hammer all the way down. At least I'll look good in my 98% finished steampunk cowgirl outfit. And by steampunk I mean I threw goggles on my cowboy hat and am wearing a corset on the outside of my clothes lol, but appropriate attire for 1800s does not include corsets as outerwear unless you claim it's steampunk. :D

Every day should be book day but Claiming the Last Terran has been the victim of neglect the last two weeks. That's a bad thing because if I ignore the voices of my characters for too long they'll get pissed and tell me to fuck off, and then I'll be stuck for however it takes for them to get over themselves and come back.

Off to work on it now.